10.11.2010

Two Years


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10.11.2010

Well, its 1:00 AM and I don't think that Will would really appreciate me attempting to get a picture right this second but rest assured that we are happy and together! 
I honestly love him more everyday.  Even at the end of a "not so perfect" day.  I am blessed to have him in my life.  He has forever changed me.  There really are no words. 

Happy Anniversary.
Two down and eternity to go.


10.02.2010

Taking a leap...

So. I have gained a lot of weight.
I don't really like to talk about it but its kinda the elephant in my life...so I gotta talk about it.
I've done it all.
Tried everything short of starving and barfing. {Pardon My gross-ness}
I have lost and gained and now I'm just gaining...
I get it. I finally get what its gonna take. I finally know what to do.
I am finally ready.
Ready for the changes that must be made.

I'm on the long hard road a better body and a healthier life. It won't be easy but I'm more committed than I have ever been. I also, have some beautiful friends helping me. You know who you are. Thank you. My state of mind is different now too. My focus is more on being healthy as opposed to being "skinny". I could live off celery and workout everyday and I will never be what the "world" considers skinny. I can reach and maintain a weight that is healthy for me through eating healthier and exercising.

I have have leaned so much since I started this journey. From my doctor and from my friends. Some things I have always known (like that sugar is the devil) but so much that I didn't.

So...I decided to create a new space in blogland to record my journey. I want to share my experience. I want feedback from others that have been on this same path. I want to be held accountable. Just from hitting publish on the first post I felt an enormous amount of responsibility.  I really think that it is the push I need to keep going!
So...if you are interested click here.  Let me know what you think!  If you have something that you have leaned...something that works for you, I would LOVE to have you guest post.  Please email me at lovemechubby@gmail.com


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